Tuesday, October 12
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I'm trying to write a story out, but it's hard because it is hurting my heart and my head and it is making me angry even though I probably shouldn't be. And then I don't want to write because I don't want to have to explain myself because part of me doesn't think it's anyone else's business, but folks need to categorise each other and I understand that too. I'm feeling in a limbo with posting, because folks can take what they want from what I write and it might not be what I mean. I need this to be more than just a place to put pretty pictures and other peoples work. I've started and stopped a dozen times now, and I can't remember what's true or what I even think anymore. And now this is just going to sit here. And I shall counter it with some pretty pictures of someone else's work. Nice huh?
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Hey shine little light,
ReplyDeleteAs a long-term lurker, first time commenter, I just wanted to say that I really like your blog and it's a beacon* of positivity on an internet rife with sarcasm, cynicism and people pointing at each other and shouting "Epic FAIL!".
So, just write what you want to write, some people will get it and, inevitably, some will misinterpret. But don't ever feel the need to justify yourself or pander to those that don't get it.
(Whew! I think I just used up my annual reserve of flaky, feelgood-ness.)
*pun intended
Wow. Thanks so much anon.
ReplyDeleteIm honoured to have received your whole years worth of flaky feel good vibes! After just hesitantly pressing post on this one you they have done their job.
*s*
this is your space and we visit because we love to hear what you have to say...here's to writing with open honesty, something I too often struggle with. x
ReplyDeleteYou write so well and so true, it's always a pleasure to read your thoughts! Keep on shining that light! G x
ReplyDeletehello my lovely, well those are particularly beautiful photos, and i would kill for some elephant wallpaper, metaphorically speaking of course .... i too was lost for words tonight as i rode the most divine horse to ever grace my world in that lovely river place close to my home and we listened to the magpies and choughs heralding the rain and marvelled at the green green grass and then chatted with the sacred kingfishers, who have arrived to do nesting business, if i had a totem it would be he ... the azure blue wonderbird ... x
ReplyDeleteAnd Dubsy would have a happy willy wagtail and you could fly across rivers together. *beam* lovely images xsx
ReplyDeleteI'm totally with Jaclyn. I love your blog. It's such a lovely space and it's awesome when people are so open and honest on their blog. I bet you're not the only one out there who thinks whatever it is you're thinking. xx
ReplyDeleteI love the picture of the flowered arms A. Lot.
ReplyDeleteand I totally dig honesty, and as you can see, those that love you do too.
Me too! I love the honesty, the positivity. It feels genuine and extraordinary too.
ReplyDeleteYou guys rock my world. *s*
ReplyDeleteI've always admired your blog's positivity and i think people will understand if you vent a once in a while :) i hope you're feeling better now.
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