I'm drawing pictures and floor plans, working nights (on a show), crying a bit more than usual (for all the positivity this is really hard), getting so frustrated with waiting - nothing is happening, not knowing - anything - it feels like, keeping close to my Tim, thinking about tiles and stainless steel kitchens (flood proofing), planning my ma's birthday cake (I love picking birthday cakes), listening to
this band a lot. And yes, it's hard to have time to be here. I am still reading blogs when I can and getting excited about these two
lovely ladies having babies. Normal blogging will resume but just like everything in my life at the moment, I have no idea when.
Oh sweets, it's no wonder you are more teary than usual. This is such a tough thing to go through. I just hope it's as good as it possibly can be. We'll be here when you're ready. Much love. x
ReplyDeleteWaiting sucks! I am sending the best vibes that I have to you xx
ReplyDeleteWaiting can be so hard ... especially when you know there is so much to do. Thinking of you and hoping that time flies by quickly for you.
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine how hard this must be to go through, I doubt that anyone hold it against you for not blogging on a regular basis. I'm thinking of you and hoping that everything comes together quickly to put your mind at ease.
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