It's a rollarcoaster

Two weeks of feeling perfectly fine, chipper, normal. I get my period back - it's a reason to celebrate and also a twinge of pain. Coasting along coasting along. and then whoosh down I plummet into saddness. Another friend announces they're pregnant, they're due 4 weeks after we would have been.

my loss my loss my loss. my heartaches, my belly aches for my loss. Self saddness

we would have been 18 weeks. I would have been feeling it move.

I would have been I would have been...

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